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It was just so awkward today, or rather yesterday.

I feel like burying myself into the ground,
or covering my face with my thick dark copper coloured hair.

Something (suddenly) happened, and I'm still stunned over it.
Okay, I ought to sleep over it through my bed-time.

& I know, he's not one I should accept, not even after 4 years.

I've my reasons, oh well.
Psst, there's still nhkc in my heart.