exams ended but something's missing.

it didn't make as good an ending as usual;
usually, there'd be sighs of relief and jumps of elation.
but this time, i don't see much of it.
maybe it's just my loss of observation skills.

well, my right foot was happy.
it had a blister before my exams while running for the bus,
and that big formed bubble burst after the exam.
sigh, what kindof happiness is this?

utterly gross, yet worth a small laugh at least.
for me that is la, lol.

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i'm actually glad exams are gone with the wind,
or not i'll start whining like a baby over my wrongs
and like an aunty over not getting them right.

anyways, let me rant about those concrete facts.
i screwed up my maths, chem engineering and forensic chem.
so either one of it, i think i may just flunk.
but screw it anyways, it all can't be undone now.
i believe i've tried the best out of it.

furthermore, i had no time to
finish chem engineering and forensic chem,
fuck the shit out of those man.

as nicholas has put it in his personal message,
Selling burnable paper fuel at cheap prices ~
Comes in six different modules with intricate designs.
Call or pm me to get yours.

what the heck,
but it's funny if you know what he's trying to imply.

since things can never be undone;
but i know the only thing can be done is,
my stressedup and newly-grown white hair
can be dyed to my desired brown soon.

postscript, stress kills hair, a lot.

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during the last two papers, i realised something.
whenever i felt like i screwed up a paper,
i'd need sweet tasting food for chillout snacks.
from a donut after chem engineering paper,
to a mooncake after my forensic chem paper.

how sweet nicholas can be to get those for me.
whatever, maybe i'm just bragging.
i'm not saying much other than that already.

thanks anyway, mynewboyfriend.

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later, hit down to cityhall for a girl gathering.
we were oh-so-finally celebrating germaine's birthday.
it's freaking 4days late due to my examsexams!
and it all sucked, but well ..
it's all going away with the wind, slowly i guess.



we had cafe' cartel @rafflescity for dinner,
and boyboy... my first experience wasn't a good one.
plastic on nicholas's ribs to my soft fries
to germaine's welldone instead of 3/4 done sirloin
and regina's peachtea becoming lovers' fantasy icecream.

lol. what hell of a service that is.
anyway, whatever.

i only loved the cookies and cream milkshake there,
not as nicetasting as billybombers though, yeah.
but still, it looks nice in my picture.



nevertheless, we managed to perk up a litte bit.
except that i lost my true smile for some reason,
and i need it back from the exams that i screwed up.

make me happy and revive my smile, please.

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anyways, that's for the blog.
until then, bye blog and bye world !

get me back on the right track, will you?