holiday mood brings itself in.
the weekend here, could be such a possible climax
or i call it, my climate change.
this was when i realised,
how demanding i was as a lover;
how much i need to just, give in;
for one day might have done fine.
finally sixweek holiday started since saturday !
and now, i'm officially feeling the holiday mood.
and in addition, welcome september
with happy seventeen to charmaine :)
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sunday was really hell of a havoc day at home.
it's like messy room with messy bed and floor,
and i had the feel that i was living in a pig's sty.
maybe i shall try to pack my room...
during my sixweek hols :)
anyways, to start off the havoc-ness in this room of mine;
regina came to my place and emoemo her life out,
talking about how her dad brought up
her john little shoplifting case 3-4 years ago.
maybe you'd all think, why mix with such a friend ?
but my reason is because,
who in the world doesn't make mistakes ?
i do too, but maybe.. not to that extent possible.
and i'll still regard her as my friend,
for what she has done for me a few years back;
which totally made me change and touched my heart.
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later, boyfriend surprisingly also dropped by my place ~
drenched like some wet dog from all the way at east coast
to beg for forgiveness due to the war that took place
earlier this 2am - 7am;
which i shall not mention of,
for it has filled with tears and yet, disappointment.
i just nearly lost that faith in love again,
and i vividly recall how kevin had a girlfriend
though he harboured some other feelings for me.
and this was just one thing,
i ask, is it so difficult to just fetch two dejected girls home ?
maybe he had his reasons, but he never told me until later.
anyways, let's not talk about it.
furthermore, i nearly couldn't forgive him and myself.
for first, i being so demanding
and next, he being so.. selfcentered.
maybe i should be gentler to the younger boy.
anyways, thanks for the oreo cheesecake you got for me.
and wow, you actually knew that i liked it
without me telling you.
yeah, by the way, you're forgiven :)
and yes, you're loved by me right here.
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later, alondra came to my place too ~
it's utter madness of just how they came to my place
like as if it's some shopping mall, haha.
well, it was all right for me ~
not that i minded it much, i think..
after such a long time..
dinner dinner and then camwhoring.
that indeed liftened the sorrows up from saturday.
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saturday was a hell of an anti-climax from a climax.
it went on from some normal shopping at night,
and some normal casual early dinner,
to some emocore incidents happening soon after.
first, maybe alondra was a little under the weather;
due to (not telling you what) but in the end, it was all right.
second, germaine lost her phone in the process,
which really blew her off happiness
cuz she saved her money for it and her photos are all there.
whoever who stole her phone shall not be forgiven.
and i hope germaine will be okay soon.
we then went east coast park to chill and emo there,
for like, an hour or two.
germaine and alondra smoked,
i and nick taking alcohol to drink down and kill time.
and i love the emotional lamppost,
here goes some piccies :)
we then headed home by a 4people taxi trip.
one trip to the north,
two trips to bedok and
the last trip to central.
hell right, it cost a bomb; believe me.
midnight surcharge sucks man.
and after that, nicholas and i had a war.
which i will not talk of right here,
as it was pretty complicated though simple.
anyways, it's all settled now :)
so till then people ! ~
an emotion to change, a love to ever treasure.
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