Friday blues. =(

For once, I'm actually feeling really sad, I can tell.
It's to the extent I don't even know why I'm doing things for.

I don't know whether I'm feeling heavy-hearted right now, 'cause of everything that has been happening, or 'cause I think the emceeing for the TTSH Visitor Engagement BBQ event totally backfired.

I don't know whether I having been tearing excessively since 10.45pm, was because of the mascara that Ika put on me that was itching my eyelashes, or was it because I really couldn't control the innermost sadness I've been feeling through the week anymore.


I just need an urgent leave to cry everything out.

In a second thought, I just realise that it's my fourth aunt's 6th death anniversary today. Maybe that can be the reason if I took an urgent leave.