new surprise.

maybe after getting too much attention,
the limelight slowly gets away from you.
you feel like you've been forgotten -
though his words of i like you still lingers.
it's like, you're a total substitute.

BOY SHOCK !
there's one boy who isn't after me anymore ;
so it's how many now (i shan't tell you)
as i was surfing through friendster,
i saw his status stated as being in a relationship.
well, and hey, to my astonishment ;
i saw his girlfriend in numberone featured !

i don't even know whether i should be feeling over the moon,
or feeling the bitterness of having him gone off my life, officially.
i don't even know what he is doing,
he wanted me to like him so bad - but i don't find anything appealing.
he promised to wait for me to do so, he promised.
and now i'm all disappointed over him not waiting,
what the fuck.

now i'm feeling all dejected over a boy who i never liked :/
it has changed to yingkai lovesning -
go see from my friendster account &
look for yingkai in page 7.
ta-dah ! all can be seen.

anyways, i send him my regards and blessings.
yingkai, happy loving ning !
(should be time for me to hunt for one soon)
even ralph has a new girlfriend already,
and i knew it the way i knew yingkai's one -
it sucks, seriously.

even my mum is happy for yingkai too though,
yay - all the more i should be happy.
gillian, cheer up :D

GIRLFRIEND OUTING !
i went out with charmaine yesterday, oh so finally.
i realised many things cropped up (at her side) -
since her change of school.
and i was glad that i could be there -
to console her or something like that.
she's prettier now, though.

and she made me take don't know how many
bus rides from where i came from
to home.
indeed, yesterday's bus rides were the best ones -
i ever had in 18 years of my life.
i don't know why.

anyways, i hope her side of things will be settled soon,
and yes - you'll be missed, girlfrienddd !
<3 loves, from me :)

FOOD INDULGENCE.
and i realise, i spent all my money food for this week -
oh holy crap, i need to cut down on food expenses !
in addition, i've gained like 3-4kg -
darn sad, i'm 52kg now :(
now i officially need to lose weight !
help me.

WELL !
oh yeah, forgot to mention !
i found my kinokuniya vouchers & ps i love you book already.
cool eh ? yeah man ! :)

i think, i should catch up with my old friends someday too.
it feels odd that i know something out of the blue,
the feeling sucks.

till then, bye blog bye world !

maybe, it's time to make some catching up.