displeasing results, once again.

displeasing grades and numbers,
pierces your eyes and heart so bad.
it breaks you down to many pieces,
and it torments you bit by bit -
the evil way.

335th though.
from above, i bet you all now know
how displeasing my results are.
compared to other mates who have better results,
i'm like a lowly pawn on a chessboard.
seriously, believe it.

well, there are many Cs in my slip
and i can never get over them.
maybe i shall just change my pursuing path
after my diploma, yeah i think i should.
science, may not even be cutout
for me after all, though i may like it in some way or other.
but still, wait and see with the option.

i still do hope there's seats for the option i want
though i didn't really do too well.
i'm actually even preparing a script of appeal
in my head, like right now ?
(oh holy, it's so exaggerating)

though people say, we've put in the effort
and our results are the product.
but hey, i believe i can do better -
practice will make almost perfect,
not perfect - nothing is perfect on earth.

i ask myself,
though i think i can do better, but
so what if i think that way ?
where's my key inspiration ?
where's the oomph to push me ?
don't give me that crap,
it's not easy to find one out there in this world
of hardly any empathy.

well, don't guess my gpa.
and even if you do know what it is -
please, for my sake, don't broadcast.
thanks.

bye blog, bye world :(

unfairness happens all the time yo.